Friday, April 12, 2013

Last night

I was laying in bed snuggling with my little miss. She told me that she really missed me when i was gone, i hadn't been gone from her at all that day so i asked her when she was talking about. She told me that when i was at my friends house, i went out with my friends last weekend. So i told her that i missed her when she had a sleepover with mimi and grandpa and she said i missed you too. I asked her if she would stay forever if she could over there because she LOVES it over there but her response was she would only stay for 7 hours (random ahahaha).

Then she said to me: mom if you die i would get a new mom. I said well maybe, if your daddy taylor gets married you would have a step mom but you'll never have a mom like me. She then got a really concerned look and said mom if you die you will be heaven forever and i want you to come back to here because i will miss you so much and she started to cry, i then started to cry and said i will not die little one not for a very long time and when i do i will always still be with you even if you cannot see me. She kept going on about how sad she would be and that she wished i could come back from heaven.

We both just cried and i held her and she held me and i kept telling her i'm not going away for a very long time and that she is much to young to worry about stuff like that...

She is my daughter, and it makes me sad that she thinks about those things already, how would you handle your little one asking you about death?

1 comment:

bNdZfam said...

Maybe she's thinking about that because of her Grandma Great Zaugg that died last October and her Grandpa Great Little died in March. When she visits here at Gpa and Gma Zaugg's house, she wonders a bit about where they went. It is amazing what our precious little ones think about.