Friday, September 11, 2009

A Memory of 9/11

So im watching 102 minutes that changed america....it's a documentary about the world trade centers the day they got hit. it starts from the beginning then people jumping out of the buildings then the second one getting hit then them colapsing all from different camera's and different peoples views...so im watching this this is the second time i've watched this documentary and i just bawl when i hear these people screaming when the second tower gets hit...seriously screaming freaking out watching the look on peoples faces...breaks my heart. I remember getting ready that very morning for school and my mom called me up the stairs and was like one of the world trade center towers just got hit and then i was watching and the second plane hit it and i was like :O i think she felt pretty bad about calling me up and then that happenening but she had no idea that would happen. and then later that evening watching it on the tv i think i hugged the tv and just cried and thought to myself...this isn't a movie...this isn't a movie...this isn't a movie...this is real. this has happened. and i couldn't even believe it. it was unphathamobal. this is real. this has happened. and i just cried. my heart was broken for all of the loss that people were expieriencing in that moment of time. devastated.

as i watch this documentary my heart still breaks i cry my eyes out HOW could someone have so much HATRED to do this to so MANY people...i dont understand...terrorists how could anyone even have the desire to do this to someone to so many someones. and then i get LIVID, angry, frustrated, helpless i just wish the world could not be so messed up that people would do this...breaks my heart.

My heart goes out to every single person that was personally effected by this horrific moment in history. I feel the pain of loss with them and can only guess the extent of their pain. May god bring you comfort and peace on the days you need it the most.

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